I’d just like to say that this has been the best Hanukkah I have ever had. Even if it’s just the fourth day. It isn’t because of the presents, it’s because of the people I’m with. I would give anything to have my father here with me, but the people I’ve spent this holiday with makes me just as happy and grateful. Kianni especially. I don’t think I’ve spent more than one day with a friend that’s on a holiday. Two days in a row with you was so much fun and really made me realize how much I really did miss you. I can’t wait to celebrate my first Christmas with you and Nick tomorrow, I wouldn’t want to celebrate it with anyone else. Thank you
he pulled me towards him from behind. he wrapped his arms around my waist. i felt awkward, uncomfortable, and happy all at the same time. he felt the tension, i knew it, i felt it too. he lessened his grip and i thought i did something wrong, he moved his head to the side so i could see him when i turned mine and he smiled and said, “i’m puerto rican.” i was sort of confused and i said, “i know that.” from the corner of my eye i saw him smirk and give out a little giggle. he went on, “i’m puerto rican. that means that i don’t like my women like this.” he held up his hand with only his pinky finger up. i felt like an idiot, i put my head down and put my hands over his and i smiled. then he put his chin on my shoulder and i rested my head on his. and just at that moment, i actually, genuinely felt happy with the way i am.
I’m so so happy. We sat and smoked hookah and talked about the littlest things then we played guitar hero with my little brother. I can say that tonight made me the happiest I’ve ever been. Every time I see him I get butterflies and they never go away(: and I looove his kisses:3 i don’t think my mom likes that I’m seeing him, and frankly, I DON’T GIVE A FUCK(:
